Share My World

For those of you who you aren't familiar with who I am, my words will flow through your mind like water when it goes to quench your thirst on a hot summer day. I am opening myself up to you and the rest of the world to become vulnerable to the best way possible... by venting. I welcome you to my world as you never see from me before: authentic, stripped, & passionate and sometimes...messy! ♥☺☮
Showing my auntie how to take a selfie. 😁

Showing my auntie how to take a selfie. 😁

Today’s T-Shirt message: bow down, basically.

Today’s T-Shirt message: bow down, basically.

Bored.

I cleaned my mirror before I snapped this picture. 😌

I cleaned my mirror before I snapped this picture. 😌

Hearts that are bruised and burned from previous love affairs gone wrong often have a bad memory of how good love should be. So, they become tainted after their multiple failed attempts, and soon embark on a journey to break the hearts of innocent people and leaving a trail of emotional destruction in their path. Bitter feels better and is the new black. “I’ve become the men who hurt me.” This is a barrier that keeps the light of hope from shining on a dark heart. Only time and recommitment to change can heal this. Until then, the Black Era rages on…#AWBAH #TheBlackEra

Hearts that are bruised and burned from previous love affairs gone wrong often have a bad memory of how good love should be. So, they become tainted after their multiple failed attempts, and soon embark on a journey to break the hearts of innocent people and leaving a trail of emotional destruction in their path. Bitter feels better and is the new black. “I’ve become the men who hurt me.” This is a barrier that keeps the light of hope from shining on a dark heart. Only time and recommitment to change can heal this. Until then, the Black Era rages on…#AWBAH #TheBlackEra

1. I’m lonely so I do lonely things.
2. Loving you was like going to war; I never came back the same.
3. You hate women, just like your father and his father, so it runs in your blood.
4. I was wandering the derelict car park of your heart looking for a ride home.
5. You’re a ghost town I’m too patriotic to leave.
6. I stay because you’re the beginning of the dream I want to remember.
7. I didn’t call him back because he likes his girls voiceless.
8. It’s not that he wants to be a liar; it’s just that he doesn’t know the truth.
9. I couldn’t love you, you were a small war.
10. We covered the smell of loss with jokes.
11. I didn’t want to fail at love like our parents.
12. You made the nomad in me build a house and stay.
13. I’m not a dog.
14. We were trying to prove our blood wrong.
15. I was still lonely so I did even lonelier things.
16. Yes, I’m insecure, but so was my mother and her mother.
17. No, he loves me he just makes me cry a lot.
18. He knows all of my secrets and still wants to kiss me.
19. You were too cruel to love for a long time.
20. It just didn’t work out.
21. My dad walked out one afternoon and never came back.
22. I can’t sleep because I can still taste him in my mouth.
23. I cut him out at the root, he was my favorite tree, rotting, threatening the foundations of my home.
24. The women in my family die waiting.
25. Because I didn’t want to die waiting for you.
26. I had to leave, I felt lonely when he held me.
27. You’re the song I rewind until I know all the words and I feel sick.
28. He sent me a text that said “I love you so bad.”
29. His heart wasn’t as beautiful as his smile.
30. We emotionally manipulated one another until we thought it was love.
31. Forgive me, I was lonely so I chose you.
32. I’m a lover without a lover.
33. I’m lovely and lonely.
34. I belong deeply to myself.

—Warsan Shire, 34 Reasons For Why We Failed At Love. (via basedjane)

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